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The Proctor Charlie Collective's avatar

You go girl! Whoever, or whatever, God is must, by definition (although I would question this definition of the Divine as much as any other), be radical beyond human imagination.

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Gayle Linkletter's avatar

Hi, Jessica. I feel as though I should read your post at least 10 times before I respond but I know if I don't write something now, the moment will pass.

A couple of things hit me strongly: "How can I live in doubt without paralysis?" As a person who deals with doubt a lot (I am a 6 on the enneagram, which explains a lot about me), I can say that I do sometimes, or even frequently, fall into paralysis. It has gotten better with age but it's still there.

You say, "I’m constantly afraid that if I go too far down the rabbit hole if I commit too far to my growing convictions, I’ll end up living with regret, having become a zealot for an unworthy cause." I get that, too. It's pretty easy to jump on a bandwagon without knowing much more than all your friends who think like you are on it. But you have a good answer: "I’m fairly convinced I need to slow down and dig in."

Anyway, thank you for talking about what you are going through and putting it out in the world. The quest never ends. I still feel as though I am evolving and that's OK.

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